Confessionals

[Courtney Yates]

Courtney Yates ~ Day's 16-18

I am kinda pissed off that Livy didnt vote out Dreamz, I really wanted him to leave this game, but when I was talking with Benry, he said that he didnt have the numbers to take him out. Then Brenda said the same thing. So I really hope that the next time that they lose, Dreamz will finally be voted out of this game.

At the challenge I did something extreamly stupid and I didnt have my AIM visible, so my points wouldnt count. If it did count, that would mean we would have won the challenge again. So lets hope the next challenge is going to be something that I wont mess up at.

When I got home I heard that people are throwing my name around, and its people who I though I could trust, but apparently not. So now I have to do things in this game that will make me in the majority and give me power in this game. I have been talking with Earl alot lately and we are going to team up with each other! Which makes perfect sence, then we decided that we need someone that will come with us to change the game... A.K.A Sash.

So if we team up it will be 3 v 3, so then it would be a tie, but then, I have this little reward the nulls someones vote.. So it would be the perfect time to get us the votes that we need to make it far in this game. If I nulls Danielles vote then we vote either Spencer or Amber, we would have this game down! Then if we lose again, Danielle would be the perfect opportunity to take her out then Earl, Sash, and I would have the next three votes done, and if we lose again, Earl and I would deffinatly take Sash out.

I think this would deffinatly be a game changer and would be kinda dirty, I kinda like that because I am deffinatly going for a VILLAIN spot for next season

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[Courtney Yates]

Courtney Yates ~ Day's 19-21

So I am in a huge delima.. Amber and Boo have told me that Sash is trying to get me voted out of this game, and Amber showed me a PM, so its kinda believe able.. But Sash and I are suppose to be in an alliance: right?

So I was talking to them, and yeah it pissed me off hearing that he was trying to get me voted out of the game, and then I was talking to Brenda and she was saying that it was really weird how Sash was trying to do that; even though, I saved him last tribal council. So was basically trying to save his ass, because she played a game with him.. Its like I dont care that you played a game with him, if there was someone trying to take her out, no matter who it was, I would take them out for her.. Guess she cant do the same.

Then Sash started talking to me saying why would he do that, and how there was suppose to be a mutual trust, and I said there was, but hearing that kinda hurts.. Then he goes on this tangent saying how why would he do that, blah blah blah, and how he feels disrespected. Then I said I feel the same with him quitting two games that I hosted.. Kinda shut him up.

Then after talking with him, Brenda started with me, its like Brenda, your safe, shut up and let me deal with this. Its either going to be me or Sash.. soo.. Then this morning I hear that Sash is asking everyone to vote him out. Its like what is he doing? Then Earl PM'ed me saying stuff. Its like, really? Why am I stuck in the middle of all this?

Anyways, I am put in a bad situation, I really feel like Candice from HvV at this point and time..

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[Tom Westman]

So what happened in the end with Sash? Obviously he went but how did it get there?

[Courtney Yates]

Courtney Yates ~ Day's 22-24

So at the beginning of the game, I was one of the top competitors, and as the game going, I have been slowly going down to the bottom of the pack. I really need to pick my game up and start being the top again, because I feel like I really need it at this point in the game, because I feel like everyone wants me out.. Even my closest ally.

Last tribal council, we voted out my alliance member Sash, because he was scheming to vote me out, even though I did a huge favour, used my reward and saved him from getting voted out, I dont understand why he did that though, it didnt make any sence.

During the challenge I messed up badly, and then I tried to do it again, then I FAILED at making the timings right, this is just terrible. So once again, we lost the challenge and we had to go to tribal council to vote out another member of the tribe. I clearly though this was an easy boot, Shannon, who is not even here anymore.

Amber comes to me and she told me that she wants to vote out Earl. If Shannon is going to be removed, we should take out another person and kill two birds with one stone. I didnt really like that plan at all, and I didnt think it would have worked out either. In the end Shannon was removed from the game. But I am so interested to see how the votes went.

Right now I am so shocked that I have no votes casted against me. I for sure though I would have atleast 5 lol. But right now I feel like there will be a merge coming, and of course Dreamz is going to want to vote me out, but I wont let that happen.

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[Courtney Yates]

Courtney Yates ~ Day's 25-27

Shannon was removed from the game, because he self voted twice in the game. It was expected, and he was going to bed voted out anyways, because we all decided on him.

At the challenge, we had to post an image every 5 min, but you had to wait for another person to post after you. I could have gone all night because I didnt have class tell noon on Monday, but no one was online to help out for the challenge.. It was kinda frustrating because I could have gone all night if I could post back to back.

So I was talking with Brenda, and she told me that she wants Earl voted out of the game, which I knew since last tribal council. Then she also told me that Boo wants to vote me out of the game.. Which was surprising because I though he liked me.. I guess not. Brenda wanted to take Amber out of the game because shes a sneaky bitch.

Come merge, I would expect her to flop and jump sides with Danielle and then take me out. So Earl and I teamed up with Brenda, made a final three and took out Amber. I think it was a smart move on our side, because I didnt trust her either.

I was kinda worrying because Benry was talking to me and he was trying to figure out who I was voting for and he was kinda being very weird, so I think he went to Amber and told her stuff. I was also worrying that Boo had a reward and was going to use it on Amber and then take me out, because I knew he wanted me out because apparently I was a threat post-merge.

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[Tom Westman]

Did Boo have any idea what was happening? And first vote at the merge, what you gonna do and why?

[Courtney Yates]

Courtney Yates ~ Day's 28-30

So Amber was a complete blindside last tribal council, she had no clue it was coming to her. Boo had no clue, they both voted for Earl, so I dodged the bullets for getting votes.

Anyways, after Amber was voted out of the game, we finally got to the merge. I am so happy that I got to this stage of the game, one of my goals was to get to this part of the game, like I feel like the game has just started. No my second goal that I want to get to the top row of the memory board. Anyways getting alittle off topic.

So the challenge was a good challenge, but I saw flaws in the challenge. I feel like all the other people on the old Livy told their passwords to each other so that someone from their old tribe would win. In the end Benry pulled out the win.. I didnt mind, but I tried so hard and I basically came in second place for most of the passwords.

Then we had to decide on what we wanted to do. So I went to Benry and said that Katie was really strong, and I feel like she is one of the biggest competitions in this game and he agreed. Then he said he might want Boo out.. He was driving me crazy. Then we decided to vote for Dreamz, and then I went to bed. Then I came home today, and found out that the vote was for Gabe? Its like.. Fuck No. Benry and Brenda fuck both of you. Benry promised Dreamz that he wasnt going to vote for him? Its like your immune! You dont have to worry about everything! Brenda, I dont care that you flirt with every fucking guy in this game, but just because you like flirting with people, doesnt mean you cant vote them.. It pissed me off completely. And I bitched them both out and got them to vote for Dreamz, like it should be.

It was going to be a 5-5 tie with me and Dreamz, so I was ready to kick ass in the tie breaking challenge. But then Benrys reward was he gets to change a vote to who he wants. So he changed Dreamz's vote to himself! I cant believe this Dreamz is GONE! Like how many days ago have I wanted him out? This is the happiest time I have been in this game, and its only going to get better!

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[Tom Westman]

Do you think its gonna be an easy way to F5/6 now or...?

[Courtney Yates]

Courtney Yates ~ Day's 30-33

I just want to mention again that Dreamz was voted out. So happy..

Anyways so we get to the immunity challenge and it is a majority rules.. Great. I usually suck at these. So I just answered what I honestly thought the answers was going to be so I can try and put it into the majority, and then get the points.. YA know. Anyways come results I won alot of the questions.. Like

Who is the most strategical player left?
Which remaining contestant is the best physically?
Out of the remaining contestants, who is most deserving to make All Stars?
Who is most likely to win this game?
Most Villainous player left?
Least enjoyable around camp?
Who is in control of this game?
Who mistakenly thinks they are in control?
Who has the best luck in this game?

So out of 20 questions [Technically 19 since 1 question was about football] I won 9.. The thing that I though was funny was apparently I am in control of this game, but also people think I am mistakenly think that I am in control... Make up your minds! lol!

But in the end, I won the challenge with a score of 14! It was really a close call! Because Peter had 13. Anyways, I wanted to vote out Boo because he is a dick, but once again I come online and hear that the vote is for Peter.. Its like first of all, Boo has a reward, and if we dont vote him now, he will play it next round. People are very stupid, I dont understand what they are thinking. It seems like I have to be the brains for my alliance.

Right now we are in the final 9 (Peter was voted out) my alliance consists of Brenda, Benry, Earl, and Chase.. And obviously myself. So we have the majority coming into the next round, which is a good thing because Danielle can vote again. I dont think she will tell me because she would feel terrible and I would make her feel like shit if she did. So she wont vote me, which is a good thing. Right now everyone wants Boo out, but really, I feel like the best thing to do is "VOTE" Boo out of this game, but really take out Katie. Because shes kinda floating, not really doing anything, not stepping on anyones toes or anything. So shes kinda dangerous. Anyways I will figure out what I will do when the results for the challenge is posted.

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[Courtney Yates]

Courtney Yates ~ Day's 33-34

So what the fuck just happened? The challenge actually sucked ass. I messed up so badly and it was so embarrassing! I cant believe that actually happened! I had the worst score of 2.. What a fucking moron. Anyways.

So Gabe won the challenge by 1 point! I was soo pissed because Benry was going to win, send me to the Blue Grotto and then we would be set for this round. But no Gabe had to win and send Boo.. Like really come on..

So Gabe immune, and Boo in the Grotto, then Katie posts that not only she will be immune, she give immunity to Boo too! Like what is this world coming too!? So that narrowed the vote to Danielle, which sucks because I liked her.

So minutes after the votes where due, Danielle mentioned that she used an idol and voted for Brenda.. Like what another slap in the fucking face. I cant believe what happened. So now Brenda is out of this game, and we are now tied 4 to 4 because there is no way Danielle will team up with us after we almost voted her out. Our side really needs to be sent to the blue grotto because we need a prize.

Luckily the other side doesnt know that Earl has a vote voider. Which will be soo good! I dont think they know we have that, so we can technically have an advantage. I think they wont see it coming, and I dont think the others have another reward, because there was so much used in the last round. I just really need to win this next idol because I will be getting more votes if I dont win and possibly will be voted out. I feel like Chase might flip out of him being scared. We will just have to wait and see.

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[Courtney Yates]

Courtney Yates ~ Day's 34-35

So when Brenda got voted off, Benry, Chase, Earl and I tried to think of ideas on what to do for the next tribal council. Everything was going through our minds and we couldn't decide on what to do.

So there was one thing that we deffinatly needed to do, and that was to win the Immunity Challenge, and be sent to the Blue Grotto. Which happened! Benry won the challenge, and just got the most points to be sent to the Blue Grotto. There, he got the same thing Katie did, which was kinda useless for us for this tribal, or trying to make it farther.

So then we where all talking and we decided that we where going to use Earls vote blocker on Boo and then everyone vote for Katie, and then just hope for the best. When results came, Boo used a vote blocker on me too. So technically the vote should have been 3-3.. But Chase self voted!!?! Like what the fuck?! Why would someone self vote this far into the game.. It just makes me furious! So now I am going to have to find another way to get the majority, and I think my best bet is to bribe Danielle to vote with us, and promise her a finals spot. Right now its my only chance on making it past the final 5, or just win immunity challenges tell I get to the final, but that might be difficult because Katie is very strong in challenge..

And Terry, go shove a dick up your ass.

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[Terry Deitz]

So much unnecessary anger...

its a shame such a lovely girl has taken such a bad turn

[Courtney Yates]

First of all Terry, I just dont like you. So I just want to make that clear.


And you dont know me so fuck you.

[Courtney Yates]

Courtney Yates ~ Day's 35-36

Well its about fucking time!

This game has been so fun, interesting, devastating, ruthless and draining. I am defiantly glad I was able to stick it out all the way to the final 7. It is a great feeling that I made it this far. I am so happy with the way I played this game, and how I was able to overcome all the obsticals that was thrown at me. I hope that I am able to come back and show why I am such a good player.

Thanks for having me.

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[Tom Westman]

Thanks for playing Court! You played great and thanks for the confessionals along the way